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Friday, August 31, 2007

FINALLY.prelim break.
one week before they start again.but well, i DO have my one week.

teachers' day.i think its only in tk that we can be ourselves.you see seniors back in school on teacher's day actually having fun.see them on other days they look as if theyre walking zombies with no life.
bleah.my dear jc,spare me!

talking about jcs, i have completely no confidence thats i'll be able to get my at-least-10-l1r5.its virtually impossible,considering the fact i know i screwed my only humans,esp GEOG.friggin geog.and my two science papers so far,which to say, if only i had studied a little harder the marks would definitely come out an a1.and physics there is never any ba wo.RAWR.

so xy and i were waiting for nina just now in the bubble tea shop and i so happened to glance through this book called 'eats,shites and leaves'(i think)'
its cool cause they give quotes made by real people that are crazily funny and i couldnt stop laughing my butt off.and some of them actually make sense!!
i managed to jot some down:
  • I know that you believe that you understood what i said,but i am not sure you realise that what you heard is not what i meant.
  • How do you get off a non-stop flight?
  • Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
  • Behind every successful man,there's a woman telling him he isnt so great.
  • If at first you dont succeed,failure may be your style.
  • Sign: Parking for drive-thru service only.
  • Sign: Caution-automatic door.push to operate.
  • Label: For indoor and outdoor use only.
  • 100% pure all-natural fresh-squeezed juice from concentrate.
  • One-hour photos.Collect tomorrow.
  • Prize-winning sausages.once tasted,you'll never want another.
  • Braille dictionary for sale.Must see to appreciate!
  • 3 year old teacher needed for pre-school.experience preferred.
  • Bottomless pit 65 feet deep.
  • The patient refused an autopsy.
  • On the second day his knee was better and on the third day it had completely disappeared.
  • We've had drivers going off left,right and centre.
  • You give 100% in the first half of the game,and if that isnt enough in the second half you give what's left.
  • Nobody goes there anymore.It's too crowded.
  • You could literally hear the silence 50 miles away.
  • To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism;to steal from many is research.

WAHAHAHAHA.

cassie.

THAT ONE WEEK BREAK HERE I COME!!!!BEWARE!!


Sunday, August 26, 2007

stupid stupid stupid.
i just hate it when people behave so insensitively.it just seems impossible for a person to have so little compassion.sure,you didnt know.after a while, im pretty sure everything showed right?unless you're so freaking SLOW and dumb that you just dont get the hint.
she didnt want it you idiot.surely you understood that?
and you laughed.that was the best part.i cant believe that you,of all people would ever do that.
omg.suck eggs man.
she cried and you, being the jerk laughed.
she loved you,and you used her.
you're a huge disappointment, because i never knew you were this sort of person.

AHHHHHHHHH...change topic.

youtube has got realllly interesting videos.
i found the SARS rap by the pck gang for one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OPsfAhXUSE
and dick lee!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wk51lfLfIQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP1kcCpvYEk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHyEKDB910w
hossan leong's pretty good too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flTqYYRTIZc

my mum's client gave me a babyG watch.the funniest thing is, i dont know who he is,how he looks like and why he gave it to me for.okay maybe i do.at least i think that's the reason why.
recently his 18 year old daughter fell sick and my mum took time off her job to bring his daughter to the doctor.since he didnt pay her back,he bought me a watch instead.
why me and not my mum?
''if i buy for you, you sure give me back one!so i buy watch for your daughter as a gift, you cant do anything.anyway,buy cheap cheap one la.no problem one.''
my question: is babyG really that cheap??
haha.this is called, being so rich until buying a 2 room-bedroom which costs 2 million bucks is okay.no problem at all.
how would i love being able to that rich someday.xD

cassie

Friday, August 24, 2007

the dreaded prelims have arrived.how frightening.
english was terrible.i just hope that they moderate until half the cohort gets distinctions again, like last year.
s.s was probably worse.i didn't finish my sbq ><.so irritating.i looked at the wrong source and screwed up the entire 25 marks.how great is that?and btw,being sick didnt seem like a consolation.
chinese was..surprisingly easy.as in paper 1.maybe its because there's lesser pressure now and i'm retaking it 'just for fun'.

the week zoomed past,as the recent weeks have and at the same time seem to crawl by ever so slowly.i cant believe i made myself fall sick just as exams started.it's either that or my body's planning a mutiny against my brain.

im not happy with myself man!i need to lose my thighs quick and i want that big fat pimple on my nose to disperse like, right now!AND AND.i wanna lose 3 kilos.i thought falling sick could help me attain that and i just kept stuffing myself with more food instead la!bleah.

okay nevermind.i need an invisibility cloak to hide all my imperfections.

cassie.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

MY 100th POST!!
haha okay shall make this one interesting.
cross country'07.
it being the last, i could have wished that everything might go on more smoothly.but then again, im contented for what i experienced.((:
the day started out quite fine.like duh,the flies and bugs scared the *blub* out of me.they always seemd to appear in the worst of place,in my shirt on my eye and even in my hair.><
apparently some TKGian got knocked down by a bicycle and was injured pretty badly.they had to call for an ambulance or something.0.o
zany turned out pretty okay in the end.as usual, i worried for nothing.i should have 100% faith in my own class man.sheesh.
got vic and pris to tie my hair and came out,though half done,okay la.unequal,but okay.(:
and so the sun was shining,the grass was muddy,and it was at nice east coast that my school had our annual cross-country.(heh, it sounds like some novel)
class results were pretty okay.annabel clinched 10th place and hui ching 7th.im proud to be in 4e7.((:well done peeps!
but of course,not all good things last forever.xD at about 11,the sky started turning dangerously grey.cassie being cassie thought we might actually be able to get an early dismissal.AND THEN..''we're gonna clean up the beach!we're having a competition to see which class can collect the most rubbish and they will win...A MYSTERY PRIZE!!!!!"like wow,how nice.
but4e7 is like,nice.so we took a trash bag andwent to the beach.and put on a glove.xD.so then we went around collecting all the idiotic crap people left behind.
and thats when it started raining on us!!heavily!!!!!and nina,bah and i didnt know what to do!the bag was so heavy,bulky and breaking.so we were left with two choices:
1. run towards shelter with the bag,and risk it breaking.then the rubbish will splatter all over the floor and we'll have wasted our effort.
OR
2.walk slowly so the bag has a lower risk of breaking.and get drenched in the process.
needless to say,we chose option2.and mr peh had to go make it all worse, saying things like,"eh!run la!by the time you all reach ah, the rubbish become all water already!!"
the destinations went something like that after we reached the dustbin and could finally put down the rubbish.
shelter->toilet->snack shop->PHONE BOOTH!?!?!?!->east coast food village->freezing cold car->home sweet home(:

watch this!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GaaZUGAHqjk haha.jael is just cute la.

people keep saying funny things today.

mrs foo:(after we asked her if she needed an umbrella because she was walking in the downpour and getting all drenched and even bothered walking and stopping to talk to us in the rain) its okay girls,my car is just nearby.anyway,the outer cornified layer of the skin is impermeable to water!

mummy:huh?juice box?whats a juicebox?like a box that is juicy and can squeeze juice come out one ah?

(((:

its such a fantastic day today.

CASSIE!!!

prelims is 5 days!english oral in 3!


Friday, August 17, 2007

the most tiring week in my ENTIRE sec 4 life.ever.but also, the best indeed.

mum's said alot of weird stuff lately.haha.
'lately you've been studying so hard, i think you might have gone all gila already.'
okay so it doesnt sound so weird now, but it was hen i was in the car.
'you had b4?is that good or bad?why arent you happy?what was your target,c6 ah?
if my target really WAS c6, id be screaming for joy by now.

after school on monday,su ann,nina,xy and me went to the post office building thingy next to paya lebar mrt.and there i ate my $7.50 kfc meal.the price is like, a rip-off man, especially after all the gst hike and everything.then we went to this fashion and started looking for the most atrocious looking clothes in the shop.and then me and suann each took the weirdest and ugliest possible combination and got changed.we came out looking like..sluts.xD it was totally wicked man.

and today nina and i went to parkway after school to get a pair of fbts for tomorrow's cross-country.and when we saw them right, there was this group of tkss girls who saw them too and started shrieking at the top of their voices and ran towards them,literally.and they were all,'OMG!!!AHHHHH!!!!WE FOUND THEM!WE FOUND THEM!YAYYY!!!!!!!!HAHA WAIT WAIT WE GOTAA CALL HER AND HER AND HER..'and they soo obviously saw us waiting for them to leave cause we were nice and actually WAITED for them to finish their picking before finding our fbts.and they kept hogging the area for like, 10 to 15 minutes, which drove me and nina crazy.as in, you know people are waiting for you to get lost and there you are still dilly-dallying.and when they WERE done choosing, they still refused to leave and kept putting the shorts at their legs and were all,'how?nice anot?*giggle giggle* maybe..uhh..*giggle giggle*' like, sheesh,get on with it!

i dunno what people would say.they give this bad impression and being in their school uniform, that behaviour was..retarded.and in such a big shopping centre you behave like that..its abit too much,isnt it?oh but whatever man.its not my problem.

but then,talk about the pot calling the kettle black.

i just saw..the CUTEST video on youtube.must be sure to go check it out, if you already haven't.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U

CASSIE!

War is Peace, Freedom is Slavery.
the world is such a cruel place.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

just do, then tag 6 people to do it!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 6 people at their tag boards to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Ohio (Come back to Texas) by Bowling for Soup

if it was come back home,then maybe..(:

Will you get far in life?
Not Ashamed by Planetshakers

not ashamed of what??but then again this is a christian song to praise God.
'sometimes its hard to know exactly what to say,
but i will stand up for you are with me all the way?'
does that mean ill go far?

Will you get married?
Highway Blues by Marc Seales

so i will get highway blues instead of getting married?or will i get highway blues during my marriage cause of all the traffic jams and all??

What is your best friend's theme song?
uhh..which one??
The Way You Look Tonight by Michael Buble

aww so sweet!!haha my best friend loves me..there's nothing left for her to love me AND THE WAY I LOOK TONIGHT?lol.
maybe in a certain context it applies but then in another context it doesnt.

What is the story of your life?
My Home Town by Bowling for Soup

quite true, in terms of title.because i am quite a family person.but the lyrics say otherwise.
'and i hope you get the f*** out of our hometown!!'
NO WAY am i gonna do that.haha sheesh.

What was primary school like?
If We Hold On Together by Diana Ross

'If we hold on together, i know our dreams will never die..dreams see us through to forever,where clouds go by, for you and i.;

maybe i suppose, i did have many fantastic friends in primary school.(((:

How can you get ahead in life?
Genie in a Bottle by Christina Aguilera

HAHAHA,THIS IS SOO FUNNY.its either 1) i need a genie to grant my wishes,just need to 'rub 'me' the right way or 2)if i become a genie, then i'll be able to get ahead in life.

What is the best thing about your friends?
A Spoonful of Sugar by Julie Andrews

'that a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down, the medicine go down, medicine go down,
that a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down,in a most delightful way.'
yeah they do.friends are always there in your times of need.they always seem to appear where you need them most, when you least expect it.INDEED a spoonful of sugar.and btw, i <3 sugar! xD

What is in store for this weekend?
A Whole New World by i dunno who

'i can open your eyes..' SO THAT I CAN MUG! perhaps.((: i wouldnt mind.muahahaha.

What song describes you?
I've Never Been to Me by Charlene

ooh.i think this is really true. as for the 'took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun' part..i haven't reached there yet!! but about the 'longing to be free thing' but then realising later (though it might be a few minutes, or even seconds) happens all the time.
oh,but im not alone.i got my lovely family.(:

How is your life going?
All About You by Mcfly


who's the you?if it means my prelims or os, then yeah,totally.

What song will they play at your funeral?
Gunning Down Romance by Savage Garden

WHAT??okay i have super no comment on this one.
if i am already dead,how can there be 'chemical reactions in my brain'??
haha rubbish.

How does the world see you?
Oh Hallelujah by Trevor Morgan

uhh..
'my eyes cant take what they see'.sigh.how sad.

Will you have a happy life?
Someone Like Me by Atomic Kittens

it sounds..egoistic.
'with someone like me, thats the way it should be..'
so when im with that 'someone' i'll be happy?

What do your friends really think of you?
Labamba by Safri Duo

truthfully, i have no idea what the song means, but since the music is catchy..maybe its my lively character?then it probably does make sense.heh.

Do people secretly lust after you?
My Hump by Black Eyed Peas

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAYYYYYY..

How can I make myself happy?
Graduation by Vitamin C

hmm..i guess everyone,not just me, should feel happy when they graduate right??maybe except for the losing your friends bit..

What should you do with your life?
Don't Pass Me By by Planetshakers

hmm..another christian song.so anyone who sees me, DONT PASS ME BY!!!
hahaha.

Will you ever have children?
They Don't Want Music by Black Eyed Peas

oh.so i'll have children but they dont want music??thats sad, i dont think i can survive without music..

Now tag 6 people...
-su
-jerome
-ryan
-xinyi
-rachel
-pb tham!

CASSIE!(:

Friday, August 10, 2007

happy belated birthday, Singapore.cassie loves you and i don't think i will ever move out of the country.(:

ndp celebrations in school were..pathetic.it would be if the principal combined be-yourself day, carnival day, racial harmony day and national day all together.hanging out with the old folks was fun though, i realised how much i missed having my own grandparents around to talk to.): all of a sudden, i wish they didnt leave me so early,that all of them would be still around.i realised how nice it felt to be loved and really know it.how they would constantly fuss over you.'cassie eat already?' 'cassie do homework already?' 'aiyo careful la, later you fall down how?' i miss saying the rosary with my ah ma in hokkien,pulling her along to play sparklers with me during the lantern festival only to have her hold my lantern for me in the end.

here's a shoutout to my ah ma,mama, and yeye.'I LOVE YOU!(:'
you all have GOT to have a problem if you say yang pei doesnt look tremendously elegeant and empress-like.if i didnt get it wrong, it was a real empress costume.IS a real empress' costume.ah whatever.su ann the cute woman.kawaii neh!!
IVY! my cute shortest bunny.this picture has remained in my mind since i took it.cause everytime i see it i laugh.((: you're so ADORABLE.haha.vic's kissing me!0.o
the middle one was the ah ma i was assigned to.she was really talkative and told me about her 3 year old grandson and how she wanted a soft toy.RAH.make me feel so bad that in the end i bribed one of the sec1 girls to sell it to me for 5 bucks,without telling the old lady.the one on the far left gave me a packet of ricola and told me not to worry cause she was working.(?! then why is she is the old folks home? ><>it felt really weird saluting, and then i realisd why.we were using our left hands.because i've been a guide for 4 years and the saluting's always been done using the right hand.((=


well, after celebrations a few of us headed down to LJS at the post office next to paya lebar mrt.it was wicked.
my smiley face made entirely out of non-biodegrable materials.save for the tissue.maybe it shoudl have been a sad face instead, to show that it was unhappy for wasting styrofoam plates and plastic cups(?) and spoons.
julia is chao poor thing.so skinny already still got one heavy load to carry.and bah is SO extra.


this is meant and directed specially to nina and chrystal's imaginary friend, john.he finally has a name tag of his own.
this is bah attempting to jump into the fountain.not only did this make me laugh so hard i delayed taking the photo, it attracted lots of stares and even a comment from this one 20-plus guy:'good one man.'then he did this gun sign and gave us a thumbs up.
ahhh yes.this is me trying to pull down the diaper change thingy.its heavy.or maybe not.i have no idea.xD
doesnt it look as if i really have the dress on?i swear, the lady in the shop were shooting so many arrows at us it would have been impossible to miss them.

since there was no school today, my brother and i decided to mess up the home and go crazy.we started off by taking photos and then we headed to play his rotting xbox.i used to be really good and now i cant even get a response quick enough.made his lunch using strawberry jam and cheese(MELTED!) and it turned out pretty good!the kitchen was a mess though, and i, we rather, got a thrashing from our maid.AND THEN, we played chinese chess.and out of what, 10 games i think i only won one.not that im complaining.i never knew how to play it till two days ago.muahaha.so seeing how i think..i did pretty well.xD

some of the images were realy blurred.most of them my maid' doing.cause she's laughing so hard she cant hold the camera still.the last one was my brother realising at the very last second i was doing something 'BEHIND MY(his) BACK!'and him then backing away.xD

ah.i havent studied in the last three days.God help me.where's the MOOD?

cassie!(:


Sunday, August 05, 2007

8 days to the release of the o level chinese results.as i'm typing, i cant help but fidget in my chair and feel my heart thumping ferociously.my stomach is twirling(?) and i cant focus on any freaking thing.

according to my brother,its scientifically proven that when a person feels nervous, he or she tends to fart more often.i have no comments to that whatsoever.

HELP!

i want my A. yet i swear the only best mark anyone should pressure me to get is a b3.

rah,but i dont think id be able to face my parent's disappointments if i go up to them with a shitty result.sigh.i dont wanna keep their hopes so high, only to have them all dashed at the end of the day.

my God, what can i do?i'm in desperate need for counselling.

fingers are crossed.



went to roy's home today.and deedee scratched me.)): thank goodness i have two other cats at home who used to do that to me.if not, i might have just freaked.now, the problem is trying to hide these marks from my parents,especially my mum.

STUDY!!i cant study,i think i just lost the momentum i had worked so hard to build.>< oh man.

<3 cassie

Family is the always most important thing at the end of the day.They are the only ones that won't desert you in your time of need.


But they are missing at the point where i want them the most.


i suppose this is where one differentiates a need and a want eh?

Friday, August 03, 2007

ahh..
tiring week, but fabulous all the same.AND..tadah!i've stayed off the computer for a week.((: YAY ME!
friends DO make the week so much more exciting, and relieve all that bloated stress.like a balloon!! when there's people around, you dont expect it to be an inflated one for long.so yeah.im like the balloon.=D
RAH.three weeks to prelims and i'm worrying like mad!i dont seem to have done much preparations, God help me.there's still so much for biology, ss, geog.chemistry is like, 'ahh what the crap!qualitative analysis.irritating.' and physics is,'what happens to my kinetic energy?did it just disappear?' ><
oh.SURPRISE SUPRISE!!im healthier than ivy!wahaha.i have 28 out of 30 points for napfa, with that two marks being lost due to my 2.4.ivy ah..you're supposed to be running faster than me la.oh well, im just happy i got my 'c', something ive been able to maintain after not running for 1 yr.seriously seriously.and i almost killed myself for standing broad jump, but oh well, my 5 points still came back in the end.which is a good thing.((:

MY SHOE-BUYING SPREEEEEEEEEE

i spent a preposterous amount on this pair of shoes.but i just couldnt bear to see it being left on the shelf, its cute and adorable self staring at me.oh well.i've always like aldo's shoes.just pay for their brand name lo. sigh, its easy to say when you're a working adult.but imagine being a student surviving on a monthly allowance..

this is it at a different angle in a different shade, but it doesnt look so nice in this light.

aha! and this is the other one from nine-west.comfy comfy ballerina flats.they're like, gold with beige-coloured holey cloth.but its not like you can see them from here.sooo..

dong dong dong dong!!!!!!ZOOM.haha that button does WONDERS.plain and simple.i like.((: it was pretty expensive too.but then again, the price cant really kill, as compared to my polka-dot one.

cassie

and my heart lit up with excitement, just like that, because of you.