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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

except for the fact that jo couldnt talk for the whole day today,
and that we ended school at a record time of 1pm,
and that i didnt bring my phone today,
and somewhat screwed bio mcq ca,
and that our class literally had only 2 hours of lectures and nothing else,
and that i realised i have this thing for 12:34.56pm [ECONS LECTURE! =)]
it was a pretty normal day.

except for the fact that dawn squashed one of my boobs,
and that john tan's wet gross butt landed right smack into my face,and possible making me suffer from wet butt trauma,
and that i felt like tarzan swinging crazily on the rope today,
and that i realised we have so many issues going on for rock,
and the knowing that WE HAVE FINALLY GOTTEN INTO TEAM SAJC!!!!!!!!!!1omg omg omg ZOMGGGGGG.=DDDDD,
it was a pretty normal day.

except for the fact that i overslept and missed my bus stop,
and that some random guy came up to me asking for my number,
it was a pretty normal day.

except for the fact that the sudden realisation that promos are FRIGGIN near hit me like a hammer,
it was a pretty normal day.

maybe tomorrow will be just as normal.(:

love,cassie toothpick.


p.s. i need to remember to develop the photos!GRAHHH.
p.p.s. whos going back tk on FRIDAY?? (((: lemme know.


getting this thing going again.
it just aint right, but i feel it too.
that tingling sensation, just rupturing out of nowhere,
enclosing my whole body.
dont do it if you dont want it.
dont do it to me.
i dont even know why i..you know.
yeah.

sometimes the human heart is plain ridiculous.

Sunday, August 24, 2008
OGLING

omg HAHA! XDD

important guest!
raffles city. (second time in one day!!)
high-class japanese dinner.
pretty tube dress.
pearl earrings. LAVLEEE(((:
5 inch heels.
ABSOLUTELY NO MAKEUP.

after dinner.
carpark.
cross road.
blue car.
3 men.
big eyes. YES LIKE LEMURS!
stop car.
ogle some more.
walk to car.
3 men drive to parking lot where car is.
wait for car to get out.

mm.
what do you get of that?
obviously my dad had some PRETTY RAVEE ideas.

how utterly interesting.
it has been an entertaining day.(:

love,cassie toothpick


okay. so i didnt expect it to be so big an event.
it was like, WAHHH so many people.
and you start feeling so small and insignificant.

i was COMPLAININGG this morning because i didnt want to get up.
'wake up so early in the freaking in the morning just to make us run this stupid thing. $#%#$#$%#!'
quoted from army dudes, courtesy of jo.(:

and when it started, i felt that it WASNT TOOOOO BAD.
in fact, it felt pretty good and cool and the prospect that all the cars are diverted for you maks you just wanna gloat.heh.

AND THEN i reached the 6km mark.
i was POOPED.so i cheated and started walking for about one km.
ya.

OMG OMG.
i met MOOSEMAN!
my very first crush!
and and he was like, CASSIEEEEE!
i turn to look and he's already made the u turn thats like at least 1.5km more for me.which technically means he's 3km ahead.
how nice right.
of all times to see him in church,
he has to see me in my MOST UNGLAM moment of history.
(because ive never run 10k before see?)

i think i hurt my toeeee. ):
it tweaks and cracks and theres a stinging(and lasting) pain when i move it.
surprisingly my knee didnt give way today.

this was a crazy day.
i dont think ive ever done anything crazier than this before.
imagine.
cassandra kiara leow, a girl who seriously HATES running to the core, running in a 10km COMPETITVE marathon.
she is becoming a chermain poon.
henceforth rom today onwards, my new self-declared name is CASSIE TOOTHPICK, in recognition of poon being called spoon.

so if you put it all together,
then my full name is.
uhh.
long.very vey long.

EMMA-MAY CASSANDRA KIARA TOOTHPICK LEOW CUI MIN.(:

sexy ya? (;

love, emma-may cassandra kiara toothpick leow cui min

Friday, August 22, 2008

its just sometimes.
everything goes perfectly OKAY, and yet you still come back feeling like shit, dragging your moping body from one venue to the next, wonderng why the hell you cant just go home, dig under the covers and sleep.


mummy says its lack of sleep.
my brain tells me pms.
but i think its more.
i just dont know what.
WHAT WHAT WHAT.

recently its been work study mug mug study work.repeat procedure (x100). my grades are
fluctuating like mad.what i usually get Bs in i get Us and vice versa.
sometimes i just dont know why im still holding on.
everything else is being pushed aside.piano, yc, bunnies, climbing, socialising, family.
the ironical thig is, they dont really mind im spending so much time away from them.
getting too hard to handle maybe?

maybe it was the stupid incident last week thats made me feel crappy for the entire week.
the soreness im having to face being in the home everyday.
i dont know.
GRAA.





i dnt know why im complaining. on the outside, my life is still perfect.
im getting As.
i get to eat tau huey with my lovelies.
im saving up enough money for the end of promos.
i got past my interview for work shadowing.
i have managed to run 7.2km all the way twice in a week, with a 10 minute improvement second time round.amazing, considering the previous record before this was only 3+km.
another 10km run awaits me this sun. it equals meetig up with old friends.
i manage to incoporate different aspects into m life rather well.


where are You.
i dont know if You would consider this despair,
but i feel desperate.
i wish that You could be with me and make it more clear that im never alone.

cassie.







you know, you may not be my eyecandy anymore, but youre still hot.

and you.stop making me more confused.

and US.
whats going to happen to us?
i dont want it to end just like that, you know.
it makesmy heart hurt.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

tag replies-
daryl: yeah it sure was.(: if only we didnt get caught by the retarded uncle. we were helping build bridges leh!
daniel: yeah i know thats why your nick is daniel and not daryl. xD
jo: !RATIUG !!RATIUG !!!RATIUG !!!!RATIUG
vy: erm.its cambridge dear.
lois:that pic was one of the coolest ever.so colourful too.
spoon: took you kinda long.through facebook right?

Friday, August 08, 2008
080808

CHEM SPA.
BRIDGE.
MATH MSA.
CHEM ALKANES AND ALKENES *ronald: my alkanes! xD*
DURIAN.
IKEA.
CAM-WHORING.
SAFRA 10KM RUN.
BLOOD DONATION DRIVE.
DURIAN.
WALLING.
EYECANDY.
DAY OF RECOLLECTION.
OLYMPICS.
SLEEP.
FOOD.
GUITAR.
PIANO PRACTICAL EXAM.
PIMPLES.
FRIENDS.
SAJC.
TKGS.
SGC.
BIMBO.
GAY BOYS.

CASSIEEEE.





Saturday, August 02, 2008

life's getting kinda tough, and abit hard to handle. =/