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Monday, June 25, 2007

rah.first day of school and im already suffering from ultimate siansation.

was bloghopping two minutes ago, and i realised one thing.people arent themselves when they blog.especially for guys.like, they write something and then you read it.then when you ponder over it, its like..HEY!this is so completely not what a person would really say.

split personalities.i wouldnt mind having one.to be able to, for that few minutes, forget whatever idiotic things that are happening.then its like..ee this thing is driving me crazy.*ka ping!* hmm..what exactly happened a second ago?? AWESOME.hee.

hoemwork seems to have already reached the ceiling by end of the first day of schoo.maybe its partly due to the fact that i didnt diligently do my holiday homework anyway. xD

<3 cassie

Sunday, June 24, 2007

stop asking how my holiday went.its horrible, and thats that.

on the island, im officially "The Girl Who Performed CPR on the Old Man".but failed to revive him.id to perform first aid every single day to some stranger.

hows the island?

oh its a marvellous place to hone first aid skills.

lets leave it at that.

cassie

Sunday, June 17, 2007

firstly, HAPPY DADDY'S DAY TO ALL THE DADDYS IN THE WORLD!!i bought my daddy a chocolate royal cake from sweet secrets.it had this fantastic creamy hazelnut biscuit thing at the bottom of it all.and my brother got him a pair of slippers from bata cause his fila pair got massacred by my cat.my fat fat cat.and he got me to pay 4 bucks for it.oh well.cause apparently he went broke.XP.but whatever it is, he still has 40cents.heh.private joke.

next, tag replies.
alvin: like you said, life aint gonna be the same for you anymore.=p
nina:i tried calling but your phone's like..turned off.AND.i came online just as you went off.
carol:yeah, i sort of felt like associating people i knew.but i couldnt come up with one for everyone, sadly.LAST WEEK and homework's barely been touched on.

PULAU DAYANG (12-14 june 2007)
-interesting.parents caught like 3-half ice-boxes full of fish.but we only brought two boxes so we had to give the rest away to the fishermen.
-nice.in terms of accomodation, the uber clean and clear beach and the FOOD.it was AWESOME.
-sickening.i had to take motion-sickness pills twice a day just so i wouldnt puke on the boat.AND i got burnt.AND up till now my fingers still reek of fish.im tired of fish.fish fish fish.there's been nothing but fish for the last few days.
-scary.after the last night there, my parents, brother and i all got this strange injury on our right arms, at the exact same spot with the exact same shape and length.FREAKY.

FEAST DAY CUM WELCOME FR LUKE CUM FAREWELL FR BRIAN DINNER (AND MASS)
-Fr Luke is an SJI boy!ooh.and he never did voice before, even though he sings like darn well."HE AINT HEAVY, HE'S MY BROTHER!!!"how ironic.haha.
-and he can never keep his hair too long,otherwise it will just go splattering all over the place and he will have to use gallops and gallops of gel and mousse to get them to stick in one position.(like MEL!and corbin bleu.heh.sorry.in post 'watching jump-in' blues.awesome moves but weak plot.)
-and so he will remain looking like a monk for a long time to come.
-i must NEVER EVER hold liquor again.otherwise people start freaking out and get me to put the bottle down.N/B:i was just trying to find out the year in which the wine was made, lol.and what the name of the wine was.but it was fun.and i did get drunk after all, even though my mouth didnt touch the bottle OR the wine at all.hee.
-the lower primary altar boys are SOOOOOOOO ADORABLE.sheesh.talk about obsessiveness. xD
-so are little girls in those pretty frilly dresses, dancing around with the ZJ gang.and later Fr Bee.can go goo goo ga ga over them.to see their faces light up with delight as the big jie jies fuss over you and they themselves start acting like 4-year-olds.0.o
-our charismatic group sings better than the band that was hired to sing for the dinner.even though they're like at least 35 years older than them.
-my taste in songs is really old.all of a sudden i FEEL so old.older than people who are older than me.and i am soo crapping here.'BESAME, BESAME MUCHO!'but they didnt sing it in the end.how sad.
-im a bad roller, in terms of those circular table tops.i cant roll straight.I SHOULD GO PICK UP THAT SKILL.but im a good picker.XD
-i can tie really good reef knots.those gadget skills didnt go to waste after all.
-my nails are sharp, long and good for bursting balloons.
-my neighbour knew me long before i knew him.then yesterday i found out why.STALKER!no im totally kidding.sorry jerome.((:
-im lousy at taking photos.
-i got super high.as cassie always does.

yeah.i guess thats it.

went out to J8 with mum and brother today to get swim wear for our trip to redang this thursday.she finally knows why i didnt want her to come along when i wanted to buy my swimsuit.her eyes was a centimeter from popping out.'NONONO!!I CANT AFFORD ANY MORE TROUBLE FROM YOU!!YOUR FATHER'S GONNA KILL YOU!I AM GONNA KILL YOU!'heh.
then we headed down, up rather, to popular to get stationary for daniel.after that he went to buy his chocolate frap from coffeebean."HEY!tastes just like..CHOCOLATE!''
then he had to top up his card.he went to the top up machine, and took a whole good five minutes there.'uhh, where does the card go in?' 'you press what you want to do first.' 'okay.where's the button for that?' 'its a touch screen, silly.' 'oh right.*taps but nothing happens* its spoilt!' 'thats cause youre fooling around!!' '*finally manages to get it, then slots his card into the credit card slot*HEY!!MY CARD WONT GO IN!!maybe its the wrong way..' 'can you like, see where your card is supposed to go in?at least like, read the signs..' 'oh okay.'*finally manages to get the card in* 'slides money into credit card slot, by then the queue's becoming longer.'hurry up there are people waiting!!' 'hold on la, the money wont go in.' 'its in the wrong slot!!!!' 'SORRY LA!PEOPLE HERE FIRST TIMER MA!' 'it goes to show how often you take the bus as compared to a taxi.AND how spoilt you are.' 'SHUT UP!'
people were sniggering behind us.yeah i realised that im so mean.but he deserved it.XD.evil me.

play hard peeps!especially those taking their 'o's together with me this yr.this is gonna be your last break till after the exmas already.and make sure you finish all your homework.what a nice piece of advice eh?i think its my best one yet.
im SO being a hypocrite.

<3 cassie

Friday, June 15, 2007

con camp was fun and all.and a whole new different experience.

but more importantly, it made me open my eyes wide.made me see my self in a new perspective.i realised that things dont always go as planned, and you really gotta keep working on a relationship if you wanna make it work.how easy it seems, for things to just fall apart.unexpected, unknowingly, unwantedly.maybe to the other party, it was necessary,yet to the other it was confusing, heart-breaking.

im not ready to let it go.i dunno why, but this isnt something to give up so easily.one and a half years didnt exactly mean nothing to me you know.

i really thought that youd tell me than keep to yourself and keep me guessing whether or not i was really being that shitty.

im sorry dear.cause i dont want things to end up all horribly.but then again, maybe im wishing too hard.

that ignorance was frightening.obviously i gave it the benefit of the doubt but it turns out it did deserve my fear after all.

i cant lose you.i really cant.

im just terribly sorry for whatever i did to make you uncomfortable.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

i deleted the previous post.because cassie does not want to remain angry, pissed and upset anymore.

need to buck up.wriggle myself out of this mess.and start afresh.((:

<3 cassie