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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

its not that im upset or stressed(maybe, just maybe) or very pekchek,
but im just too too tired.and fucking up every single thing.
- to continue the we're-all-high-and-happy-people!-lets-dance-and-sing! facade.
- to mug. ):
- to care what the shit you think of me.
so dont fret my friend.

but i dont know man. because i know that He loves me, only i cant seem to feel it right now. but its okay. because i believe He knows what He's doing, and something good will come out of this. and i'll wait for the silver lining which will have to show itself sooner or later.

God gives you...
For every storm, a rainbow,
For every tear, a smile,
For every care, a promise,
And a blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends,
A faithful friend to share,
For every sigh, a sweet song,
And an answer for each prayer.

and in this short 17 years of my life this promise has never failed or gone back on its word.
the power of Your love.(:

cassie.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

that warm warm fuzzy feeling.
that youre being understood.
and having whatever youre thinking being said out by the other party without prompting.

im not sorry you went through it.
thank you!(:

Saturday, February 14, 2009

MY CAT GETS SEXUALLY AROUSED SO EASILY! x/
sheesh.
daddy thinks its either she was sexually abused by her dad before we adopted her, or she's wayyy too deprived.
-sneaking out in the middle of the night to flirt with all the other neighbourhood cats
-getting into her *ahem* mating position when you just stroke her.
my cat the sex maniac.
))))))):


today was awesome, went out with goh in the morning. sitting in yamaha with him drumming and i trying to keep up with the guitar, our failed attempt at crashing TheWeddingGame, him getting his very own pair of kinky socks.prata.big guy feet in women heels.lilies.((:
then the whole parent issue.=P
then yc session.felt good to be back after like one month,what with the stupid flu and french comp and cny.
and we had mexican for dinner.
MEXICAN!
love you lots heh.

happy st. valentine's day!

toothpick.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

the great thing about being sick is that it dulls the senses, so all my emotions and the whole big obsession just fades, if not totally then partially.

at least it takes some longing away.

Friday, February 06, 2009

im happy today because
1. i red-pointed 2 6Bs today.and i did my 6B+.
2. i passed gp paper 2.
3. of you.
simply.

i dont like speed-climbing.
and im sorry for injuring so many people today.
):

and whats the freaking point of putting bio so early on a saturday morning itll spoil my sleep cycle.SIGH.

TOOTHPICK.
loves her spoon and fork spatula.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

im not blogging because im still waiting for my irrational instinct to take over.
being so calculative and careful has become my horrible vice i dont really know how to have fun anymore.

and yes, im still waiting for you to find your senses.please dont take too long because its breaking my heart.and its not that i dont care or dont want to care or refuse to do anything about it but i cant help you if you dont want to help yourself is it really that difficult why dont you say it straight to my face i need you to wake up and face it already i miss you you know everyone just totally cannot bear to see you like this and youre making it worse its like dumping one tonne of salt onto the open infected wound i dont know why im doing this but you have to know and you have to listen and i know i said to call me when youre ready but please dont keep this up the suspense is killing me and i love you so please dont do this to me i know im making it sound like its the most important reason on earth and that its even big and good and satisfying enough to make you drop this whole thing well i know its not but i dont know how else i can get back the boy i love.

i want you back.the real you.

cassie.