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Tuesday, February 03, 2009

im not blogging because im still waiting for my irrational instinct to take over.
being so calculative and careful has become my horrible vice i dont really know how to have fun anymore.

and yes, im still waiting for you to find your senses.please dont take too long because its breaking my heart.and its not that i dont care or dont want to care or refuse to do anything about it but i cant help you if you dont want to help yourself is it really that difficult why dont you say it straight to my face i need you to wake up and face it already i miss you you know everyone just totally cannot bear to see you like this and youre making it worse its like dumping one tonne of salt onto the open infected wound i dont know why im doing this but you have to know and you have to listen and i know i said to call me when youre ready but please dont keep this up the suspense is killing me and i love you so please dont do this to me i know im making it sound like its the most important reason on earth and that its even big and good and satisfying enough to make you drop this whole thing well i know its not but i dont know how else i can get back the boy i love.

i want you back.the real you.

cassie.