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Thursday, November 29, 2007

some updates.
prom.fun(: lotsa dancing cam-whoring and COLD! my fingers were practically dropping off.
su won ms tkgs!pretty la she.dont she look like a sex kitten? xD

off-roading trip.
mozzie bites.PLENTY of mozzies.HORRIBLE food.comfy bed.punctured tire.and i kena suan like nobody's business.i hate the weirdo time slots.i have to like,get up at freaking 3 in the morning just to drive there.
but the scenic drives are fantastic.and i had some geog recap.all the palm trees.and kernels.extensive system.large land needed.high capital.tropical climate.
the car became sooo dirty when we went to wash it the first car wash we approached didnt want to wash our car.
'uhh..my boss say your car too dirty he dont wanna wash.'
when we did find a one that unwillingly did,mummy and i kept making jokes about how there was so much tek tarik and teh susu pouring out from the bottom of the car.
the most interesting part of the trip was that my parents bought durians.we sort of left them outside the resort room cause we didnt want to stink up the place and went off roading.later we came back and saw monkeys sitting outside the porch opening the durians with their bare hands.some already had the durian flesh in their hands and were happily licking the meat off the seed.realising the owners of the durians had returned one monkey hurried to the bag,grabbed the two remaining unopened durians and started dragging them away toward the forest.
no more durians.
SEC 1 ORIENTATION CAMP!
okay basically my main motive of blogging is for camp but wahaha.
PEAW!GROUP FIVE!
hee.now that i have said that,my group was fantastic la.but i dont think i could have gone through another day with them.they are soo hyper,even my regular high cant keep up.i went back home and totally CRASHED.
BY RIGHT, i was supposed to be in camp only at 2pm,but since i came back from m'sia early it didnt do any harm to go there earlier too.((: im so nice right?
i was sorta expecting the kids to be alot more shy but turns out i was wrong!
they're an amazing batch,i think they've got lots of potential.
HEAR THAT P6-ERS?I THINK YOUVE GOT LOTS OF POTENTIAL SO DONT BURST MY BUBBLE!! xD
okay im done.(:
love,cassie

Friday, November 16, 2007

i know the world is changing very quickly, and that we're living in a society which is more open about certain things,such as gay rights.
not that i'm biased or anything,but there is a limit for PDAs okay?
okay so we're supposed to acknowledge the fact that people who are not straight exist today and sometimes it isnt their fault.
but you cant stop me from staring if these two indian guys come into the mrt with hands interlinked and looks of (insert word) on their faces.the train sways and wala! one hugs on firmly yet gently to the other.
im sorry, but it just makes my hair stand whenever i see or think about it.
i tahan got extent one leh!

anyway,there was this other young boy who made me feel like a total LOSER.i thought solving the rubiks cube in 61 seconds was pretty good already.then this 6 yr old has to go burst my bubble by solving a 4x4 and 5x5.sheesh.talk about genius.
i think his mum must be so proud.
peifu.

love,cassie

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

ahh.two months and 8 days.
something(and MANY people ESPECIALLY ivy) tells me it is time to blog.
welcome back cassie.((:

prelims are WAYY over and done with.An 11 pointer was pretty okay i suppose for prelims and i sure mugged like shite so at least i tried.
big o's are over too!they were preety alright-i had confidence that God would help me through this.and He did.(:
everything seems to have passed by in a flash.slow as it might have seemed then,its just amazing how time flies so quickly.
one minute im this scared inferior girl trying to mix in a new environment and the next im graduating from tk.

so many things have happened in the last two months.
deeper relationships,the endless struggling,the massive fight,the separation.and yes,the mugging.
however,what i can say, is that these two months have had such a huge impact on me.the things i've learned what to and what not to do,many new and different ways of life and learning how to handle tough issues.

tk has being a wonderful place of learning,friendship and love.yeah sure, i couldnt wait leaving the school.the colours make it look like a hospital and some of the facilities are just, not meant to be offended, so olad,tattered and..ugh.but im refusing to let go of the bonds,the friends,the exceptional teachers.

to a certain few people who have stood by me through my times of weakness,joys and pains,thank you.
to those who took the blame for me,thank you.(you know who you are i'm sure.(: )

nina: youve being amazing.fellow guide, classmate and imcb-er.and my lesbian mate.xD i'm so gonna miss you.talking to you always made me feel so much better cause we had so much in common and you actually understood.family alike,grades alike.introducing me to good korean dramas.My Girl has got to be the best one yet.((: thank you.

xinyi: Miss MIT-to-be.brainy and full of fun,i suppose i never really got to know you very well till the later part of this year.but you managed to put laughter into all the dreaded mugging days.the weird scientific jokes,your evil laughter(even your laughter is enough to perk me up =D)oh yes,and the tiger moth dance cum song.i realise i never actually acted out mine.*smiles sheepishly* take care and God bless you for the rest of your endeavours.

bahiah: ahh.the one always the centre of attraction.the rolling hands when making speeches,the jokes.and the picture of you jumping into the fountain at the post office.remember? that HAD to be one of the funniest moments in my life so far.i recall this stranger going up to you, showing his thumb and saying 'good one.'you were always there to cheer me up,brighten my day.

ivy:fellow bunny.thanks for the letters.i have them safely kept in my box of treasures.((: replying sure gave me an excuse to stop mugging for a while and it allowed me moments to sit back and relax within the course of the year, to think about what had happened in my life.telling you the funny things that happened,the frightening things people kept doing and the idiotic and pissifying stuff. thank goodness we'll still be seeing each other at church because i love you so much.(:

phoebe:fellow guider,and chinese partner.(: the secret passing of notes during adela chee's class.the scary relief teacher and the male substitute who scratched his you-know-what while teaching lesson and sitting on the table.the one who retook chinese with me.i hope you get your a2.all the best!

hui ching:my brunei buddy.remmeber my scott joplin!haha.thanks for those last minute bio updates and the midnight encouragement smses that kept me going.i remember studying for only four hours for bio the night before the midyear paper.and you gave me brief summaries for every chapter by sms and told me what was essential and important.now that i think about it,it must have taken so much time and effort to type out those cheem cheem terms onto the phone cause technology is only so limited.thank you so much.

su ann: the drama mama.i'll miss you and your shaking legs,you always proclaiming 'I NEED A BOYFRIEND!!',the way you communicate with the china scholars in a bid to improve your chinese(which worked out terribly well since you got an a2 for the o's which you thought virtually impossible right?) and basically,just for being yourself.its always fun to be around you.i remember us going to ThisFashion recently and trying on horrible looking clothing for fun.Miss Minnie Mouses.ohh,and tricking nina and xinyi into thinking i was still at ThisFashion looking for clothes but failing terribly.

amanda: my classmate that i've known since..p3?during ms wan's 3 hope class.xD seeing how are jc choices are,i doubt it very possible for us to remain schoolmates for another two years,but its being an awesome journey with you through this time of my life.i remember the wacky bra inventions in p6.the most awesome one still had to be the water-drinkable bra.where we would fill the bra with water and put a straw in each cup.we sure were crazy then.its been fun having you as the only other Catholic friend in class.take care my dear.

and to ms yeo,mrs pang,ms tee and mrs chan, youve been the most fantastic teachers ive had.thank you all so much for everything.


holiday schedule is freakishly packed and im more busy during this holiday than before o's!with camps,outings,practices,dates,overseas trips,performances etc. not that im complaining!because id rather be OUT of the house than IN.

a few days back,i went shopping with mummy and we spent over a thousand bucks on me.4 new dresses a few blouses and some shorts and pants.her main reason for buying me dresses was because 'you are very chor lor and hopefully this will make you into a lady'.
she hasnt seen some of my friends yet.she'll probably have a heart attack.

and then i got a pair of three inch heels today because 'you are very short so no one can see you when you do the reading for adrian's wedding.'

but seriously,i dont need clothes.i need cash.cold hard cash.

my favourite song from hairspray.((:
Hairspray-Without Love
LINK
Once I was a selfish fool
Who never understood
I never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, I looked good!
Then we met and you made me
The man I am today
Tracy, I'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh 'Cause...

LINK (& ENSEMBLE)
Without love
Life is like the seasons with
No summer

Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer

Tracy, I'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love
Tracy, never set me free

No, I ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Tracy,
No, no, no!!

SEAWEED
Living in the ghetto
Black is everywhere you go
Who'd have thought I'd love a girl
With skin as white as winter's snow

PENNY
In my ivory tower
Life was just a hostess snack
But now I've tasted chocolate
And I'm never going back

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE'
Cause without love

SEAWEED
Life is like a beat that you can't follow

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Without love

PENNY
Life is Doris Day at the Apollo

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Darling, I'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love

SEAWEED
So darling, never set me freeNo!

PENNY & SEAWEED
I'm yours forever
Never set me free

ENSEMBLE
No, no, no!

LINK
If I'm left without my baby doll
I don't know what I'll do

TRACY
Link, I've got to break out
So that I can get my hands on you

SEAWEED
And girl, if I can't touch you
Now I'm gonna lose control
PENNY
Seaweed, you're my black white knight
I've found my blue-eyed soul

SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Sweet freedom is our goal
LINK
Trace, I wanna kiss ya!

TRACY
Let me out at the next toll!

ALL
Without love

SEAWEED
Life is like a prom that won't invite us

ALL
Without love

LINK
It's like getting my big break and laryngitis

ALL
Without love

PENNY
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it

ALL
Without love

TRACY
Life is like my mother on a diet

ALL
Like a week that's only Mondays
Only ice cream, never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"
DARLING, I'LL BE YOURS FOREVER
'Cause I never wanna be...
Without love

PENNY & LINK
Yes now you've captured me

ENSEMBLE
Without love

SEAWEED & TRACY
I surrender happily

ENSEMBLE
Without love

PENNY
Oh seaweed
Never set me free

PENNY & SEAWEED
No, no, no

TRACY & LINK
No, I ain't lyin'

PENNY & SEAWEED
Never set me free

ALL
No, no, no
No, I dont wanna live without

PENNY
Love, love, love

LINK
Yeah, yeah, yeah

ALL
Darling, you had best believe me,
Never leave me without love!


love,cassie.