it just had to be on christmas.

somehow,we all knew it was coming.
somehow, it was just a matter of waiting for it to happen.

why wait,in that case?
why wait till an occasion to come about?
id rather you just go with it anyway.

you know it hurts so bad to see you two like this.
it hurts like nobody's business.
it hurts to see people i love hating each other back.

you guys say you understand.
suuure you do.
i personally doubt it.

every year its the same thing.
over and over.
its become a cycle, a tradition.
a commodity.

not that im not getting used to it.
i am.
but i start hating it more and more everytime.

the cold war is killing me.
whats up with you guys anyway?
the issue concerned doesnt even match up to 1 percent of what it feels like it is.

i think id rather have you guys screaming into each others face than to go through avoidance.

because that way i would at least know for sure.
dont leave me confused,not knowing.

yeah,im selfish.
i know.

in fact,
lets just screw christmas.
screw holidays.
screw our lives.

DAMNIT.

10:15 PM ·