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Friday, March 28, 2008

Down the Via Dolorosa
Down the Via Dolorosa in Jerusalem that day
The soldiers tried to clear the narrow street
But the crowd pressed in to see
A Man condemned to die on Calvary

He was bleeding from a beating,
There were stripes upon His back
And He wore a crown of thorns upon His head
And He bore with every step
The scorn of those who cried out for His death

Down the Via Dolorosa
Called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King,
But He chose to walk that road out of
His love for you and me.
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.

Por la Via Dolorosa, triste dia en Jerusalem
Los saldados le abrian paso a Jesus
Mas la gente se acercabaPara ver al que llevaba aquella cruz

Por la Via Dolorosa, que es la via del dolor
Como oveja vino Cristo, Rey, Senor
Y fue El quien quiso ir por su amor por ti y por mi
Por la Via Dolorosa al Calvario y a morir

The blood that would cleanse the souls of all men
Made its way through the heart of Jerusalem.

Down the Via Dolorosa
Called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King
But He chose to walk that road out of
His love for you and me
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qduG5vlVRI

its the most BEAUTIFUL song ive heard in my life.
it just further proves His love for us.
how He died to save us.
how He suffered so we could go to heaven.

love,cassie

im so gonna get abs from rockclimbing!
better than fats, thats for sure!((:

oh, and did i mention that i have a NEW eyecandy?? xDD

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

the walk was tiring.it really was.i knew it was gonna be tough.i just didnt know it was gonna be THAT tough.
decided to carry the cross all the way from Nativity to St. Anne's during the solitary part. as a personal offering. my back and legs were hurting, but He probably suffered greater than i did.no, i KNOW it was like 4000X worse.
carrying the crosses of others, i realised how others had greater burdens to bear than me.and how i should really start loving who i actually am.
and for the first time in my life, i took time to stop, and marvel at the beauties God has given us.we're always so caught up in our everyday thing, we fail to see the good He has always given us, yet complain when we fail to get one small, insignificant thing done.and i tell you, the stars were the prettiest that i've ever seen them. it must have been the company i was with that made it all the more sweeter.
friends ARE important.(:
when youre going to sleep, they can seriously wake you up. xD

after weeks of praying and confusion, He seems to have lead me the way. cassie seems to be going with the flow.shes starting to get the hang of things.i swear, He hasnt let me down.ever.it may have taken time, but i find that this trying period has helped me mature even more.its made me realise how precious time is,how i should really,horribly start practising good time management.(and i never actually realised how bad it was till now! =O)
so EVERYONE WATCH OUT, CAUSE CASSIE'S BACK IN ACTION!=D'

on the other hand, i totally screwed my pw draft 1 for both tasks.meixiu is gonna hamtam me..

updates are as follows:
-im starting to get the hang on chem!somewhat.
-math is getting better!
-cant say the same for bio though.
econs is getting tougher!
-im running for council. SURPRISE SURPRISE. big bunnies arent gonna be very happy..
-i have officially dumped my eyecandy.cause the more i look at him, the more he isnt cute.and there are WAYYY too many people knowing i likeD him and wayyyy to many people STILL liking him.the whole idea of having a eyecandy is to get one little or nobody likes so people can laugh at you and go,''WHAT?he's not even cute la, why you choose him?!?!?!''

"You are the Way, the Truth and the Light."
and i'll follow You to the very end.
keep me near You,always.

love,cassie-EX-mia,current bia!
=D

Saturday, March 15, 2008

i saw the prettiest dress while having dinner with my family today.
my dad went up to the lady and asked her where she got it.SO MALUU.><
and then she said my dress was nice too.
(which technically would be an appropriate response.as in,if i were in her shoes id say that too.xD)

homework load isnt getting any smaller.and there's only one day left to go!
pfft.

love,cassie

i guess all i can do now is wait
but how long?
and truth be told,
i dont know if im ready.
but then again,
i give that same answer everytime.
maybe its just cause im scared.
maybe im being a coward.
i guess im afraid that
what i see
wont be what i get
i guess im afraid
that i may end up hurt
i guess im afraid
that you arent really the one
i guess i will just have to wait a little longer

selfish me,
isnt it?
its always about me.
cassie
cassie
cassie
i know it.
but i just keep continuing like that

why?

Friday, March 14, 2008

i feel grateful today.
i suppose its things ive seen,things ive heard and things ive felt.

once again,everything seems to revolve around me.and for the past few days, i guess i never stopped to try and realise this fact.
the entire week went by,with me going
'oh this person did this to ME,that person did that to ME.'

so i shall try to thank some people to end off this week proper.
people who knew i had a difficult week going for me.
people who have always been there.
(this feels abit like the winning an Oscar or Emmy xD)

MY PARENTS.
for knowing when to say yes and no.for letting me make my own decisions,for letting me go after what i wanted though it wasnt always the right thing to do.for being so understanding(and anal at times,but at least it taught me to control my temper) and so patient with me.
V,CE,RYAN.
for listening,for praying.for letting yourselves be where i dumped all my stupid emotions onto.for telling me it was gonna be okay,for supporting and encouraging me.for trying to cheer me up.
BECCA.
for filling me in on baltimore and kyoto.heh.
GABBY.
for being my ultimate math/econs tutor,personal assistant and face-pincher.(: for hanging out with me and being short so that i feel less inferior.hee. =p for over-exaggerating every single time.for not getting pissed even once.
ROY.
for knowing that something was wrong when i hadnt even said anything,and always being willing to offer virtual bunny hugs and consolation.
RYANGOH.
for being the perfect cousin.by sending your girlfriend to come to my home with a cheer up card.for calling me at 3am in the morning to ask if i were okay.for not getting pissed when i scolded you for something you didnt do.for listening to me cry.
DAWNKEY.
for talking to me on the phone.it helped me release alot of emotions and frustrations i had.
DORITOES,JESSICA,SERYANG
for being my awesome friends. ;)
GUOXIANG.
for being my eyecandy. =D

okay.so the last part wasnt necessary.but it was important cause it gave me a necessary rush of energy to focus on math lecture.(:

yay.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS SO MUCH.even those i didnt mention.

today i realised how loved i was.how many people cared about me.how many people would be pained to see me hurt.how i was so important to them,just as they are to me.
it made me think: do i really deserve this?

lotsa lotsa hugs,kisses and love,
cassie.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

well,

thanks to someone ive finally figured out what being pissed till it cant get any worse than that is like.

screw you,asshole.
fucking leave me alone.