i feel grateful today.
i suppose its things ive seen,things ive heard and things ive felt.

once again,everything seems to revolve around me.and for the past few days, i guess i never stopped to try and realise this fact.
the entire week went by,with me going
'oh this person did this to ME,that person did that to ME.'

so i shall try to thank some people to end off this week proper.
people who knew i had a difficult week going for me.
people who have always been there.
(this feels abit like the winning an Oscar or Emmy xD)

MY PARENTS.
for knowing when to say yes and no.for letting me make my own decisions,for letting me go after what i wanted though it wasnt always the right thing to do.for being so understanding(and anal at times,but at least it taught me to control my temper) and so patient with me.
V,CE,RYAN.
for listening,for praying.for letting yourselves be where i dumped all my stupid emotions onto.for telling me it was gonna be okay,for supporting and encouraging me.for trying to cheer me up.
BECCA.
for filling me in on baltimore and kyoto.heh.
GABBY.
for being my ultimate math/econs tutor,personal assistant and face-pincher.(: for hanging out with me and being short so that i feel less inferior.hee. =p for over-exaggerating every single time.for not getting pissed even once.
ROY.
for knowing that something was wrong when i hadnt even said anything,and always being willing to offer virtual bunny hugs and consolation.
RYANGOH.
for being the perfect cousin.by sending your girlfriend to come to my home with a cheer up card.for calling me at 3am in the morning to ask if i were okay.for not getting pissed when i scolded you for something you didnt do.for listening to me cry.
DAWNKEY.
for talking to me on the phone.it helped me release alot of emotions and frustrations i had.
DORITOES,JESSICA,SERYANG
for being my awesome friends. ;)
GUOXIANG.
for being my eyecandy. =D

okay.so the last part wasnt necessary.but it was important cause it gave me a necessary rush of energy to focus on math lecture.(:

yay.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS SO MUCH.even those i didnt mention.

today i realised how loved i was.how many people cared about me.how many people would be pained to see me hurt.how i was so important to them,just as they are to me.
it made me think: do i really deserve this?

lotsa lotsa hugs,kisses and love,
cassie.

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