oooh wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.
i really cant take it anymore.
i need an outlet to explode on.
urghhh.
my week's been terrible enough, there is seriously no fking need to make i a hundred times worse.
i want to come home to relax and take a breather.
not to have you screaming into my face for no freakin reason at all the second i step into the madhouse.
not to get myself interrupted in the midst of homeworking and mugging and pianoing and computering.
i know you like totally got dumped real bad by the guy you loved with all your heart and soul.
i know youre like totally depressed and lifes been superly duperly tough on you.
but hey.
thats your life.
not mine.
so leave me freakin alone.

GROW UP!AGAIN, IF NEED BE.

sometimes i wish you didnt exist.
really.
and i know i dont really mean it, but at times like now, i pray so hard for you to just poof for the few hours.
sometimes i just wish i didnt have to go home at all.

i need a break from everything.
school.tests.family.cousins.friends.church.
EVERYTHING.

i wish you were there.maybe you would have made everything better.if not for them at least for me.

please save this week for me.
im in desperate need of a good one.
or at least a normal one.
a week where everything goes smoothly.

cassie.

7:17 PM ·