okay.
so im gonna try and squeeze as much as i can into this post for everything that has happened the last two weeks.

tuesday.
service learning.
im in love with the kids.
seriously.
THEY ARE SO UBER UBER UBERLY ADORABLE.
like disney princesses.=D
and yeah, there were difficult kids.
but they all slowly became really nice to me when i started treating them nicer too.((:
an experience i shall never forget.
i just wanna share a prayer i learnt,
it caught my attention for being so simple but so meaningful.
Dearest Jesus,
great and good,
thank you for this daily food,
bless over us as we pray, watch over us for the rest of the day,
in Jesus' name we pray,
AMEN.

ms ye partly treated us to fish&co. !
and i got a free taxi ride home too, after that.

wednesday.
training@ ClimbAsia.
super few seniors.we wanted to pass them their invitation cards.POOT.
and i smsed every single one of them la.
TWICE.
can feel my wallet becoming lighter.
kian hong was being all strange in his smses.
and idzhar was making me feel so guilty cause he couldnt go for farewell. ><

thursday.
nothing much.
stayed home to mug?
and got darn stressed over farewell.
and the last minute issues.
drove me nuts.

friday.
farewell!
which turned out awesome in the end.
i shouldnt have worried too much.((:
but perhaps it was all my worrying that made it work too.
im glad that an event i planned went smoothly for once. xD

sat-monday.
WWJD Camp.
it was KINDA STRANGE, being in the same camp with your brother.
helping out in the camp meant for him.
i guess thats partly why i chose to do logs too.
just in case. i landed up with him.
yup.

it was GREAT.
the logs were POOPED.
i learnt some guitar chords in 2 days!
considering the only thing i know from a guitar is that it creates music, that is good okay!
heh.
OH OH.
and i can make the *TWANGGGGG* sound, i dunno how to say. xD

the kids are soo quiet.
AND IM SOO SOO GONNA RAH-RAH AND BE THE KIDS' CHEERLEADER AGAIN!!!
they were so responsive, my lovelies.<33
ryan, the girls OWNED okay, considering we were so much smaller in numbers than the guys.

where's thE PEANUT? GING GANG GOOOOOOOLI!=D
baby shark.
MAMA SHARK.
gramma shark.
PAPA shark.
ah gong shark.
SHARK ATTACK!
swim like mad.
TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.

plenty of cam-whoring.
and THIS, is unbelievable.

imagine, cassie leow,
not writing A SINGLE FUZZY!
LIKE, WOAHHHHHHHHH.

but it came true.
OH THE HORRORS OF HORRORS.
haha.
im amazed.(:
really and truly, i didnt think id meant what i said.

today.
i skipped tuesday.
it was too boring.

TRAINING@ YISHUN SAFRA TODAY!
=D
we dida little of speed climbing.
and routes.
after you climb with 3 other guys
being the only girl there you realise girls ARE indeed more flexible than guys.
easier for us to twist and do sit-ins and side steps and drop-knees etc.etc.etc
but when it comes to strength and speed, you cant beat the guys.
mmhmm.

it was like private training cause so little people went.
but i liked it in a small group better, more attentin on me to improve and climb.
i guess im selfish in that way. =P

yeah thats it.

love,cassie

she didnt look like she would be one to do that.
took pills,
one by one.
until she fell sick.
and she refused to do anything about it.
why?
was it really that bad?
it would have been an utter disappointment.
for her from me.
for herself and her family.
i feel so sorry for her.
she doesnt understand how loved she is.


.
.
.
yeah i am jealous.
i should stop being,
cause i knew this was coming sooner or later.
those issues that lay unresolved,
whatever they were,
i still dont know,
theyd bound to come up sooner or later.
i guess i was just hoping itd be later.

i was stupid to think it was all okay.
because when you finally wake up from dreamland, you know its all over.
wake up, dear.you cant turn back time and expect it to go back to ignorant bliss.
its not the same anymore.
doesnt work that way.

learn to take disappointments,
you gotta learn that sometimes it aint what you do that makes you upset, and you dont cause and you cant help everything.
because theres only so much you can do.


i just wanna know why.

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