im very tired.
not just tired.
but really,
im very very tired.

do it,
before it gets too late.
before i change my mind.
before i stop it, and everything else.

the rain dampens the mood
not much i can do about it too.
the first september chills.

its just taking one step at a time, isnt it?
patience.

but i just hug them tight
and wish it all away.
a fantasy, an illusion,
but still, a momentary bliss,oblivion.

im scared.
what do you think?
what you like, what you dont.
about yourself.
about me.

i need Him now,
more than ever.
it seems that the older i become, so am i a greater coward than ever.
hiding behind all the untruths, procrastinations, hypocrisy.
He said: Just call My name, and Ill be there.
Dear Jesus,
this is where You come in now.
show me the way from here, because i am utterly lost.

skips a beat,
goes off-track
hops around,
bungee-jumping,
fast hard thumps
its everything combined into one.

today was another mugging day.
lessons,mug.
many strange encounters of late.
today was the stapler+pen incident.
dinner @AMK. subway was a much needed laugh.
with the whole 'cassie that dude was flirting with you!' 'really meh?' saga.
and of course.
ce and i just couldnt stop sniggering with the two in front of us.
or at least,
i couldnt. (:
but you guys are cute.

i dont know who you are.

love, TOOTHPICK

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