17
i overdid it.
and caused them to go so bad they didnt want to move till four days later.
..................................

18
oh god,
he was late.
AGAIN.
i got fed too much i think, it was just.
food after food after food.but nice food.
ha.

she started to get sooo soo pissed.
................................

19
it was a perfect day.
there was the whole sneezing bit,
but i liked whacking it all out.
and YOU made it all worth it anyway.

and that maddahfarka.
had to come spoil it all.
with that whole big bouquet.
not like i needed it.
or the laughing, for any matter.
................................

20
there was genuine laughter.
and genuine smiles.
and i wonder if thats all it meant.
just, you know,
friends.

he just kept staring.
so intently.
and it wasnt just him.
but why???
...................................

21
dread dread dread.
i thought it was today.

she hates me i swear.
but thats fine, im not that fond of her anyway.
.................................

22
tiramisu.
it was TODAY.
not good man.

finally! something productive.
i guess it wasnt so wrong to begin with.
to fall in love with.
to just do it even though it is aching.
...............................

23
she was SOO SOO pissed.
and i was getting kinda frustrated myself.
not that anyone could blame her.
she was sick and we kept delaying.
tuo ah tuo ah tuo ah.
sighh.

sometimes it sucks being middle man.
and i do love all the action.
but its just wrong.
WRONG i tell you.
makes my hair stand, my heart warm, my face scrunch up in a tight smile, the vomit at my throat, and the shattering of the rest of me, all at the same time.

i miss jo.):



toothpick.

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