when she came today,
i took a look at my month due report card for grade 6 practical.
and upon seeing the comments for my pieces,
i laughed.

piece B2:
though you played mostly fluently, the tempo was a tad slow and there were technical unease (HAHA YEAH I WAS DYING WITH THOSE PARTS MAN!) appearing in the R.H. parallel 3rd and 6th figures.
(i have no idea what that meant anyway.)

sight reading:
though a slowish tempo, the reading was commendably accurate in both pitches and rhythm.
(accurate my foot! i think he forgot that i went one octave higher.HA.)

i seem to be playing slow for everything.heh.
okay la, those were the funnier ones.

i dont know why people have to be so hypocritical.
because this isnt the first time it happened with another person.
dont just say that you believed in me just because i already did it.
it was in primary 6, and it HURT.
and now you trying to repeat history for me?
thanks, but no thanks.
i dont need false after-belief, just stick your very first view from the beginning bitch.

i had freakin cramps till 4pm today.which suddenly stopped during econs.
yeah.
today was..
a not so good day for me.

today, i so happened to turn to a page of the bible.
and right there, it said:
Look at me, O Lord my God, and answer me.
Restore my strength; don't let me die.
Don't let my enemies say, "We have defeated him."
Don't let them gloat over my downfall.
--Psalms 13:3-4

sometimes the tough comes along,
and people.,
DETRACTORS,
just keep wanting to pull you down.
but you just gotta be strong.
hold on.
because He will give you strength when you need it most,
warmth when you fear the most,
calm when you hate the most,
and, i like this one ((: ,
a fan when youre the most angry.

with Him around, you won't fall.
believe me.
this was for you.(:

toothpick

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