yeah it isnt your fault.
its never the little fucktard's fault.
why blame you right?
go do your stupid little things
in your own fucking significant life.

you small assed bastard.
we dont make arrangements for nothing.eath
unlike you, we have goals to achieve okay.

trying to be nice is like..!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()
why?
cause some bitch decides to be the one who decides.
the one who freakin lags and changes his mind at his every whim and fancy.
i dunno man.
its just sometimes you piss me off sooo fucking badly i feel im such a moron ever being friends with you.

breathe cassie.
He keeps telling me,
"Love your neighbour as yourself."
why is it so frickin hard!
what a wondrous thing jealously can do eh?
URGH.
i really dont want this, not now.
just go ahead, and
SPOIL the mood.

its amazing how people change.
no matter how slow, they do eventually.
take my use of language for example.
in primary school, the phrase 'I SWEAR IM....'
would cause me near-suspension.
not that i ever used it because i was too much of a coward and too much of a guai freak to do anything i deemed stupid and dumb.

secondary school eased up abit.
but cursing was like.
TABOO. BAD OMEN. AVOID AT ALL COSTS. DISGUSTING. SICK.

and now.
what exactly have i become?
a barbarian? slut? bitch?
i dunno.say whatever you want, because all of this, THIS, has made me immune to whatever shit you want to throw at me.

being a toilet bowl is fucking fun, you wanna try it sometime?
maybe then youll know how i feel huh.

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