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Thursday, January 08, 2009

i dont want to update.
theres nothing great about anything now.
so.


what does it take to sacrifice the howeeeeeeebel pain for that one sport you so love?
this is what i think you will say.<<
what does it take to let everyone down one by one, slowly.and you're the last?HA.
what does it take to have discipline, committment, willpower, strength?to say yes, no and leave me alone.
what does it take to tell them the truth?
what does it take to make yourself feel better and yet not do it the way its supposed to make you feel better?because thats not how i want it to go.
what does it take for someone like you to understand what im going through?

because the answer was none at all from the start.my dear boy, you didnt realise.and that was a horribly stupid STUPID thing to do.