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Thursday, July 16, 2009
life is tough.


i cant stand it when all the ee-eff-eff-oh-are-tee goes down the drain.
you know, ive never used the term before,
but this, THIS,
is a FML moment.


Monday, July 13, 2009
WHAT?!

when the doctor suggested he prescibe me some tranquilisers,
i knew id gone wrong somewhere.
but then again its not like i didnt know it wasnt coming.

Saturday, July 11, 2009
History

is a boring subject. time and again, in all aspects.
who wants to be haunted with it after facing that daunting task of finally letting something go and be?
and then again i suppose its how LIFE keeps going, taunting us to keep its entertainment level high enough to ensure its continuity.
but its boring, and its sickening, yet its so inevitable.

IDEALISM
doesnt exist in the world.
or so ive been told many times.
well, why not?
'because in this world, there's no such thing as meritocracy, equality, and fairness.'
yeah,
its about the people you know, the people you grew up with, the people your parents expose you to, yours and their ability to pull as many strings as they can.
its never about being smart, compassionate and hardworking.

elitism is disgusting from the outside, hell yeah, yet when you finally break into that circle, nobody ever has any intention to come out of it.

there's something terribly wrong with this world, and what makes it worse, is that im too insignificant, too unimporatant, and i dont hang out with the rich and famous to make a noticeable difference at all.
WHY, can i ask, is life just SHIT.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009
The Show - Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And syncronize in time
It's a joke, nobody knows
They got a ticket to the show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried, and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum
Just enjoy the show
Duh Dum De Dum, Duh Dum De Dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

and what happens if the show turned out horribly wrong?
the uncertainties are killing me,
and i AM scared.