History

is a boring subject. time and again, in all aspects.
who wants to be haunted with it after facing that daunting task of finally letting something go and be?
and then again i suppose its how LIFE keeps going, taunting us to keep its entertainment level high enough to ensure its continuity.
but its boring, and its sickening, yet its so inevitable.

IDEALISM
doesnt exist in the world.
or so ive been told many times.
well, why not?
'because in this world, there's no such thing as meritocracy, equality, and fairness.'
yeah,
its about the people you know, the people you grew up with, the people your parents expose you to, yours and their ability to pull as many strings as they can.
its never about being smart, compassionate and hardworking.

elitism is disgusting from the outside, hell yeah, yet when you finally break into that circle, nobody ever has any intention to come out of it.

there's something terribly wrong with this world, and what makes it worse, is that im too insignificant, too unimporatant, and i dont hang out with the rich and famous to make a noticeable difference at all.
WHY, can i ask, is life just SHIT.

10:55 PM ·