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Monday, November 24, 2008

apart from laziness, and the fact that my internet connection is going haywire,
the only thing thats keeping my blog so dead is
HUI HUI SYNDROME.

the last few weeks of idling and somewhat consultations is getting me all confused about what i am, what i want and what to do.i need to think harder, abit, no, alot, more.
you know how sometimes you realise youre so insignificant in the whole big picture?its just one of those things i guess.

i type and delete, not because im thinking if i want to show this to anyone, but because i dont know what im really feeling.its fustrating, sometimes you just want to tell yourself MAKE UP YOUR MIND CASSIE or to shut down your brain and just take a good long sleep. only of course my darn body(and schedule, AMAZINGLY, isnt it supposed to be holidays now? and i still find myself busy enough to lose sleep) wont permit me to.

just yesterday, the realisation suddenly and FINALLY kicked in: i dont have a Plan B for my future. im just so driven by this, and now i realise one doesnt always get what he or she wants. then what? fall into this deep pit and die? i need a backup plan, but im too stupid,stubborn and dumb enough to not create one.

toothpick.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

MY HAIR LOOKS LIKE A POODLE.

but i sort of like it, somewhat.

maybe its true what my mum says, maybe i'll learn to become a better lady HA.



AND MY TRIP GOT CANCELLED!!!!!!!! X/

Monday, November 10, 2008

i am so so, totally, ultimately, in love with edward cullen.
=X
darn it la, i thought it was wrong to fall in love with fictional charaters. =/

Friday, November 07, 2008

yeah it isnt your fault.
its never the little fucktard's fault.
why blame you right?
go do your stupid little things
in your own fucking significant life.

you small assed bastard.
we dont make arrangements for nothing.eath
unlike you, we have goals to achieve okay.

trying to be nice is like..!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()
why?
cause some bitch decides to be the one who decides.
the one who freakin lags and changes his mind at his every whim and fancy.
i dunno man.
its just sometimes you piss me off sooo fucking badly i feel im such a moron ever being friends with you.

breathe cassie.
He keeps telling me,
"Love your neighbour as yourself."
why is it so frickin hard!
what a wondrous thing jealously can do eh?
URGH.
i really dont want this, not now.
just go ahead, and
SPOIL the mood.

its amazing how people change.
no matter how slow, they do eventually.
take my use of language for example.
in primary school, the phrase 'I SWEAR IM....'
would cause me near-suspension.
not that i ever used it because i was too much of a coward and too much of a guai freak to do anything i deemed stupid and dumb.

secondary school eased up abit.
but cursing was like.
TABOO. BAD OMEN. AVOID AT ALL COSTS. DISGUSTING. SICK.

and now.
what exactly have i become?
a barbarian? slut? bitch?
i dunno.say whatever you want, because all of this, THIS, has made me immune to whatever shit you want to throw at me.

being a toilet bowl is fucking fun, you wanna try it sometime?
maybe then youll know how i feel huh.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

so i havent blogged for very long, because i think no post could ever top the previous one.(:

then daryl tagged me so here i am.again.
=D

Name 20 people you can think of right now:
1. ivy
2. rebecca
3. dawn
4. timo
5. kenneth
6. ce
7. ryan neo
8. ryan goh
9. chermain
10. jo
11. chris lindner
12. nathanael
13. huihui
14. daryl
15. daniel
16. brendan
17. nicholas ng
18. diana
19. john
20. paddy

How did you meet #4? timo.
rockclimbing! and s19.((: my wonderful rock captain and class v.c.

What would you be if u never met #1? ivy.
wah.totally different person man.like, no highness.this girl is violent and cute and adorable and sweet,ill be a wreck without her.

What if #9 and #20 dated? chermain and paddy
3 reasons why this wont work.
1. chermain has only chris lindner on her mind.
2. my cousin lives in aussie land.
3. he already has a girlfriend.
but if it did.. nadia would kill him xDD

Describe #3. dawn.
short. fatty thighs and hands.tao suan.climbon.s13.funny.A-ttractive.shopping.fork.big eyes.double chin.mama.one of my weirdest friends ever.

Is #8 attractive? ryan goh.
totally man.(:
watch out cousin!=p

Describe #7 ryan neo.
LAMEEEE.funny.floorball.zj.mattress surfing.ice cream.i am.....dont like his boss.long long msn nicks.always super high like me!gege.sweet.(:

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you? diana.
erm.laugh.cause she already has her lover who will come hamtam me.xD

What language does #15 speak? daniel
good question.me and him dot click alot of times sometimes he speaks tamil, icelandish speak, french.oh.and computer speak.

Who is #9 going out with? Chermain
in her mind, its chris lindner.((:

How old is #16? brendan
a year older.soo.18?

When is the last time you spoke to #13? huihui.
yesterday during op!
'how can we be so sure that WE, A MEREEEEE group of FOURRRRR 17 yr olds...'
heh.

Who is #2's fav. band/singer? rebecca.
erm.not sure.
boys like girls?
click5?
i know whats her favourite animal is though.it lives in the sea and has sharp teeth.

Would you ever date #4? timo.
ehh.depends on the situation?

Would you date #1? ivy.
if i ever become a lesbian, she'll be one of the first few id like to date.heh

Is #19 single? john.
erm.genevieveeeeeeeeee.=DD

What is #10 last name? jo.
xiao wen.but its not nice to hear just the last name.the whole nameis nicer.
michelle nicole melanie jolena ang xiao wen!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? chris lindner
sure, anytime i and him are single and available.
ooh haha.
only chermain would be so sad..

School of #3? dawn.
.egelloc roinuj swerdna ts
and the school of queen cassie toothpick.

Where does #6 live? ce.
if im not wrong..
its thompson right????

What is your favourite thing about #5? kenneth.
hes responsible.
and takes good care of becca.(:

Would you think of killing #14? daryl.
uhh.
im trying to learn God's perichoretic dance steps.
so no killing for me.(:

Tag 5 peopleI would like to tag....
ivy.
rebecca.
ryan neo.
ce.
ryan goh.