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Sunday, January 25, 2009

after wantonmee-ing yesterday night, my dad asked if we wanted to see anything.
and i dont know why, but i guess i just felt like it, i said
prostitutes.
and he said okay.

so we were driving around geylang,
and some of them are like, HOT.
spicy hot.

and we got onto the topic of how much money hotel81 earns a day, in CASH.
anyone who THINKS they know, please leave a tag.
and im telling you, i can assure you NONE of you will get it correct.

toothpick.

oh yes, happy cny.(:

Friday, January 16, 2009

you know how life justs zooms past the older you get?
that its passing by so quickly now just scares me further, will it speed up when i hit 20, 30, 40.
if i even reach there.
because then again, it could just end like that.
*snap*

i dont know if ill end up taking medicine.
i dont know if ill be in singapore in one half years time.
i dont know if ill ever become what i wanna be.
i dont know if ill be successful.
i dont know if ill ever get married.
i dont know if ill ever have kids.
i dont know.

so.
as coach says,
when life gives you lemons,we make lemonade.
and if they decide to give us oranges, we make orange juice.

i live only once for goodness sake.
i wanna be irrational for once.
ive always done my utmost to be careful, being afraid of falling.
i guess thats good, but im starting to think im missing out on all the fun.
i want to do totally weird, crazy, bizzare, physically, mentally and heart breakingly mad stuff.
anything i never dared to do.
-the jumping-across-hdb-roofs sport
-travel the world to climb (just like ben)
-fail ALL my exams.thatd be interesting.(but of course having to suffer awfully AWFUL consequences)
-eat 3 tubs of ice cream
-let myself become a dumb brown-haired girl, then maybe let myself get swept off my feet by some handsome dude who flirts around with other girls.HA.(as if thats ever gonna happen)
-not have pride and ego, for once.

converses just became my favourite footwear.
its fun trying to talk to you. ((: you make life ever the interesting. and i see you like challenges too, you little monkey.

toothpick.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

i dont want to update.
theres nothing great about anything now.
so.


what does it take to sacrifice the howeeeeeeebel pain for that one sport you so love?
this is what i think you will say.<<
what does it take to let everyone down one by one, slowly.and you're the last?HA.
what does it take to have discipline, committment, willpower, strength?to say yes, no and leave me alone.
what does it take to tell them the truth?
what does it take to make yourself feel better and yet not do it the way its supposed to make you feel better?because thats not how i want it to go.
what does it take for someone like you to understand what im going through?

because the answer was none at all from the start.my dear boy, you didnt realise.and that was a horribly stupid STUPID thing to do.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

hello lovely readers.
with all the shit 2008 brought, also came laughs, love and new lives.
not exactly a fantastic year, but hopefully 2009 is better.

happy new year. (:

LOVEcassie.
being in a somber mood on newyearsday wasnt how i planned it but ohwells.